It’s 10.15pm 

And I have my Casmund play list going and Almost Lover just started playing and I am sitting here crying because this ship just rips me apart because it’s so tragic and I honestly don’t know how a pairing of fictional characters can bring on such emotions but it does all the time and tonight it’s especially bad and I really have to go to bed but I can’t stop crying!!

I consider you, I consider you
I consider you

Let’s go, tonight
Let the beast run a mile
With the dogs and the cattle, let’s go

Beast by Agnes Obel

I was stained, with a role, in a day not my own
But as you walked into my life you showed what needed to be shown
And I always knew, what was right I just didn’t know that I might
Peel away and choose to see with such a different sight

And I will never see the sky the same way and
I will learn to say goodbye to yesterday and
I will never cease to fly if held down and
I will always reach too high cause I’ve seen, cause I’ve seen, twilight

Twilight by Vanessa Carlton

germaican:

Nothing lost and nothing gained,
still things ain’t quite the same
between you and me.

Close Watch by Agnes Obel

I’m totally imagining that Edmund and Caspian are getting dressed after yet another quickie and even though they had agreed it would mean nothing, Caspian wants more but is silently shot down by Edmund.

Fic Master List. 

All of these fics are for the Narnia fandom (including character ships and real-life ships)

These are the fics that I’ve read (and yes I know it’s a lot. I have an addiction)

If you have any favourites that aren’t on this list please don’t be afraid to recommend them!

Note: Let’s be honest here a TON of these are very smutty (i.e: hardcore R ratings because of sex) so please read warnings before continuing with the fic if you’re not comfortable with that sort of thing. They are also in various stages of completion (some of them haven’t updated in months!)

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Why did I decide to gif the hug again? It’s like I want to hurt myself.

Can someone with vidding talent make me a Casmund fan video to the song Blinding by Florence and the Machine? 

I don’t have the talent and I need one desperately!!